Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Actually, I've been pretty busy for my study..hurm..
Today, I'd like to share something about my life. hope that whoever read this will take what happen to me as lesson to improve in this life.
I had been betrayed by my friends when I in primary school. Actually, I was a very naughty student before. Hehe. Not that i'm no longer naughty but I thing I'm being improve in my personality a bit since then( I hope so.haha) Ok, back to main story..
In my primary school, there were many students who really hardworking and show some sort of too kind personality which i thought they were just hypocrite( that was what i thought back then). Then, my so called best friends back then planned with me something bad for those people just for fun (pretty naughty right? haha). But our plan failed as my so called best friends told our plan to those people by stating that i was the master mind of that plan. Haha..
After that all of them started to ignore me and I felt just wanted to isolate myself at home. But, I not the type who will tell my problem to anyone including my family. So, I just always pretended to be sick or felt unwell so that I could skip school.
Even thought I just a bad kid back then but I also can fell sad and angry right? I dont understand why my "friend' lying and backstabed me because I really love to be their friends before that situation happen.
Since then, I started to reflect for all my action and finding something that can motivate e to becoe a better person.
I realize that there were so many flaws in my friendships before.
Before this I'm not realised that I also hurting someone who sincere to be my friends by using them just to finish up my homeworks (copying)
so, i start to treat for my friends now sincerely but sometimes there always come hardship in our friendship.
Its normal right? Even marriages also has their own hardship.
So, we need no struggle to treat people surrounding us sincerely as our prophet, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. also asked us to have good relationship with other beings.
then, Tawakatu anallah.. Allah know the best for all of us.
I know that this hardship that i faced has the hidden benefit for me.
So, i hope whoever read this, please appreciate people surrounding you.
try to love all of them so that you will have no time to hate other people.
That's all.
Wassalam..